Return of the Winter Goddess by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
Return of the Winter Goddess
Cold wind blows
stronger with each blow
turns the softest of things
into sharp knives
prepared to cut anything in it's path.
Cold wind sings with an urgent voice
beckoning the Winter Goddess
back to her existence of motionless life.
Where everything is covered in snow and ice
and everything has a life void of warmth
Cold wind mourns as his Goddess gently refuses.
The land of winter will thaw and life returned
A second chance for the land of winter
and it's inhabitants to have warmth in their souls.
Cold wind slowly drifts away
knowing his place and admitting defeat
The Goddess never to return
to the place she once called hom
At night, I sit and stare
and think of you.
I know I shouldn't,
but it's the only thing,
that comforts my troubled mind.
Something about you,
my mind won't let go.
At night, my thoughts
drift to might be's and could be's.
You have showed me a side
of myself, long thought dead.
My heart and soul,
no longer mourn for their former losses.
No longer longing for that person to hold me.
Yet i know, we can't be.
My heart breaks a little everyday,
but your voice is like a beacon to the sea,
beckoning me to come to safety.
I fall asleep comforted
by the fact you'll be there, if only there.
Sadly, I know, one night,
you won't be th
I am my own downfall
my own worst enemy.
I am the reason
I cry myself to sleep at night.
I am the reason
I see blood everywhere.
I am the reason
everything falls aparts.
I am the one
that makes everyone hate her
but yearn for them at the same time.
I am the enigma of the night.
I am what people don't understand.
I am what makes grown men wake
in the dead of night, drenched in cold sweat.
I am the sorrow
I am the despair
I am what Pandora released in her curiousity.
I am what will eventually destroy myself.
a boat in middle of nowhere
horizon breaks
despair all around
nowhere to go
nothing to see
just nothing
all colors blend together
hues of blue and red
slowly blend into greys and black
you can scream
nothing will hear you
you can jump off
but shore is nowhere in sight
you can use a flare from your pack
no one for miles
that will see it
Cry your little heart out
no one will see you or hear you.
Scream your voice out
no one will hear you or see you
All that can be done
is nothing...
Like a sickness creeps by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
Like a sickness creeps
Darkness like a sickness creeps.
Leaving none to protest,
Leaving no person untouched.
Darkness like a sickness creeps.
suffocating all, leaving no survivor.
hiding in plain sight, with no remorse.
Darkness like a sickness creeps.
Soft, white, fluffy feathers
tainted with memories.
No one will know their true meaning.
Hardships and fights,
with strangers I do not know.
One seems vaugly familiar.
His eyes as warm as the sun,
but distanced.
Almost like there's something missing.
I wish I could help....
Traveling, without a destination.
Maybe to a new land...
Maybe to one of our past.
Maybe to one of the future.
Wherever it leads....
I will have my friends.
Forgotten memories
dark forests and shadows abound
dark blue starry sky above
it seems my only escape.
A small flicker of light
everything is illuminated
simple shadows gone.
Return of the Winter Goddess by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
Return of the Winter Goddess
Cold wind blows
stronger with each blow
turns the softest of things
into sharp knives
prepared to cut anything in it's path.
Cold wind sings with an urgent voice
beckoning the Winter Goddess
back to her existence of motionless life.
Where everything is covered in snow and ice
and everything has a life void of warmth
Cold wind mourns as his Goddess gently refuses.
The land of winter will thaw and life returned
A second chance for the land of winter
and it's inhabitants to have warmth in their souls.
Cold wind slowly drifts away
knowing his place and admitting defeat
The Goddess never to return
to the place she once called hom
At night, I sit and stare
and think of you.
I know I shouldn't,
but it's the only thing,
that comforts my troubled mind.
Something about you,
my mind won't let go.
At night, my thoughts
drift to might be's and could be's.
You have showed me a side
of myself, long thought dead.
My heart and soul,
no longer mourn for their former losses.
No longer longing for that person to hold me.
Yet i know, we can't be.
My heart breaks a little everyday,
but your voice is like a beacon to the sea,
beckoning me to come to safety.
I fall asleep comforted
by the fact you'll be there, if only there.
Sadly, I know, one night,
you won't be th
I am my own downfall
my own worst enemy.
I am the reason
I cry myself to sleep at night.
I am the reason
I see blood everywhere.
I am the reason
everything falls aparts.
I am the one
that makes everyone hate her
but yearn for them at the same time.
I am the enigma of the night.
I am what people don't understand.
I am what makes grown men wake
in the dead of night, drenched in cold sweat.
I am the sorrow
I am the despair
I am what Pandora released in her curiousity.
I am what will eventually destroy myself.
a boat in middle of nowhere
horizon breaks
despair all around
nowhere to go
nothing to see
just nothing
all colors blend together
hues of blue and red
slowly blend into greys and black
you can scream
nothing will hear you
you can jump off
but shore is nowhere in sight
you can use a flare from your pack
no one for miles
that will see it
Cry your little heart out
no one will see you or hear you.
Scream your voice out
no one will hear you or see you
All that can be done
is nothing...
The lady, the moon.
both are one.
My mother without end.
One that i have angered, knowingly
and she still loves me
and I her, for she gives me
strength to make it through another day.
Her tears, my pain.
The only crime she may be guilty of
is loving her children too much.
I envy her at times.
The calm of the sea,
the reassurance of the wind,
both she has.
To tell her children she is there.
In the hours of deepest despair,
The wind will blow, reassuring you.
The moon, with it's pale glow, surrounding you.
All the signs she is there,
watching you, and waiting for you to come home.
Battle between dark and light by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
Battle between dark and light
Betrayal,
a stranger with no conscience.
He has no heart
He has not the idea of darkness
that surrounds me from day to day
without mercy.
He never understands,
there is no way to get rid of the darkness
He keeps promising me light.
I turn away, too scared
to venture into unknown territory.
He also doesn't understand,
the light is my one sworn enemy.
I can not look into it anymore.
So I stay in the shadows, my friend.
The darkness around you
all consuming.
It shows no mercy
to it's next meal.
There is no way out,
save for a very small light
off to the right.
How I wish you could walk,
walk in the light,
to rediscover the meaning
of a single life,
or a small light
that is almost lost
to the overwhelming power of the dark.
first version of Darkness by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
first version of Darkness
The darkness devours,
leaving nothing left.
It's hunger intensifies
with each passing feeding.
It's hunger never diminishes.
It will leave nothing,
not even a crumb
for a mouse to nibble on.
It's a petrifying thought
to know that I will be it's next meal.
My whole being taken over
by this fiendish friend.
Not my enemy,
because I embrace it.
My only friend, only a cruel irony.
I shall be at the mercies of my only friend.
A fate not fit for trust.
It is sad, but a comforting relief to get away
from this world of misery and endless torment.
A world that everyone dies and everyone lives in fear.
Darkness, another KH style one by hikari-hikaru, literature
Literature
Darkness, another KH style one
Find your inner darkness
Confront you shadow
Don't let fear stand in your way.
You have all the weapons you need.
You've had them from the beginning,
The heart of a Warrior, lies within you.
Don't let the darkness bring you down.
Don't be afraid for the darkness can't touch you,
unless you let it.
Use your weapons wisely,
and you shall overpower the shadow within
and it shall forever be banished.
So
PC Chips sent me a new motherboard! *dances*
My CPU runs A LOT cooler than before.
I have 3 little fuzzies (ferrets). There names are Terra, Blanca and Sir Rupert.
I've been commiting a huge sin lately...
I've been playing Wow....
I don't pay for it...I play on a private server.
It's been awhile since I uhhh...updated eh?
Well, I've started taking some meds...which are supposed to make me drowsy. They do the exact opposite. Which sucks. I have work in like 6 hours, and I slept like 3 hours, and I can't fall back asleep. It sucks. I've been satisfying my anime fix, with one called Tsubasa Chronicles. I can't believe I'm already on Season 2 and I only started watching it earlier this week.
Well, my computer died. My motherboard fried, and trying to get the company to replace a part that is clearly under warranty is like trying to pull candy away from a full-grown adult, who thinks candy is their life-force. IT JUST D